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Here I am @alpine Friday night the 5th of September 2025 & despite all my hope is only my schizophrenia paranoid delusions/z & is all inmaginery and make believe so untrue and not reality just regardless this girl iNDiA who has the potential to save me from this cruel xzystance given that she is what and who she saysz she is and how I feel and have felt when she holdsz me & just when in real time is visable

i only say this as tomorrows?z calandar square (the 6th of September) though a year ago (2024) was the date messenger statedd \ showedd that her first msg to me was datedd and yeah since then our first official date was on the afternoon of August 8th 2025 and since that 1 first date we have had another 4 datesz and all up I think we have been present near each other so far now for 11 calandar squaresz though yeah just fearing tonight like any time she spends?z away from me for reasoning of her being a " Libra " & her saying she needs?/z her "solitude" it's just me the paranoid schizophrenic fearing all kinds/z of adultery themed horrors/z that my mind makes/z me think she chooses/z to partake in & that , hopefully such is all b$ as I do really like her & think still she may be the of yearsz ago and statedd \ referencedd within my unfree.coffeecup.com website the awaitedd "reQuiv" after my relationship with Sarah now over a decade ago ........

....... DAN ∆|||\\\\\\\~Friday20250905-DANDE